Fuck you All!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its good to friendly..

Omg.. Its so cute!!!

A Song for my cute best friend!! Lol.... :P

Bangau oh bangau,
Kenapa engkau kurus?

Macam-mana aku tak kurus,
Ikan tak mahu timbul,
Ikan tak mahu timbul.

Ikan oh ikan,
Kenapa engkau tak timbul?

Macam-mana aku nak timbul,
Rumput panjang sangat,
Rumput panjang sangat.

Rumput oh rumput,
Kenapa engkau panjang?

Ana aku tak panjang,
Kerbau tak makan aku,
Kerbau tak makan aku.

Kerbau oh kerbau,
Kenapa tak makan rumput?

Macam-mana aku nak makan,
Perut aku sakit,
Perut aku sakit.

Perut oh perut,
Kenapa engkau sakit?

Macam-mana aku tak sakit,
Makan nasi mentah,
Makan nasi mentah.

Nasi oh nasi,
Kenapa engkau mentah?

Macam-mana aku tak mentah,
Api tak mahu menyala,
Api tak mahu menyala.

Api oh api,
Kenapa engkau tak mahu menyala?

Macam-mana aku nak menyala,
Kayu api basah,
Kayu api basah.

Kayu oh kayu,
Kenapa engkau basah?

Macam-mana aku tak basah,
Hujan timpa aku,
Hujan timpa aku.

Hujan oh hujan,
Kenapa timpa kayu?

Macam-mana aku tak timpa,
Katak panggil aku,
Katak panggil aku.

Katak oh katak,
Kenapa panggil hujan?

Macam-mana aku tak panggil,
Ular nak makan aku,
Ular nak makan aku.

Ular oh ular,
Kenapa nak makan katak?

Macam-mana aku tak makan,
Memang makanan aku,
Memang makanan aku.

AYESHA!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not a STUDY person..
last sem I got g.p.a 2.3..
also, on that sem,
my bestfriend had trouble doing their work.
Feeling down that I can't do anything to help her.
Starting to change now..
Here's a reason why I'm studying hard now.!
So that I can help her..!
I so love you bestfriend :P

I know you may feel sad and betrayed.
but its never the end for you.
I know its hard but you'll never know once you tried.
try again and again..
Be strong..
And when you're sad, just call me.
I'm here for you.
but never hurt yourself because of stress.
cause little did you know,
I really care and love you so much..
I never want you to be down.
I want you to be the way you've always been..
Cause when you hurt yourself,
you'll only hurt the one''s around you.

My DAD!!

Now I know where my stupid and Irritating
behaviour comes from..!
HAHHA. Love you dad! :)

I love this SONG!!!!! :)

MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU NOW.!
Whenever I hear from you, My heart start beating! :)

NOW THAT'S HOTTTT!!!

Love is great. So great that we 

actually forget all the bad things.

I'm scared when I'm in love.

Cause I'm scared to lose the one i love.

Once apart, I will feel awkward therefore,

the feeling is different..

Yeah. this such..

But If I don't make that move,

There's a high risk she'll be taken.

but if i don't.. Then I'll be a coward.

Hiding my feelings.. 

Arggghhh.. What should I do??

I love you
Deepika!!

Do you have a best friend?

A best friend somebody that you can trust one hundred percent.

A best friend does not spread news to others.

All of us have stages of our life when we really need a friend.

We may be in trouble, we may have done a terrible deed, 

what we require in this situation is somebody to support us, 

listen to our problems, offer advice

but most of all not to judge us. 

We all make mistakes; after all we are all human. 

A best friend will offer all of these things, without hesitation.

We all need somebody to be able to phone from time to time, 

just for a chat, somebody who will make us laugh and ultimately happy. 

We all need to have the odd night out, perhaps at the cinema, 

perhaps to go for a drink or perhaps to go to the theatre. 

A best friend will be the person to call and will make time for us in these situations.

A best friend will not stab you in the back by attempting to steal your boy/girlfriend, 

they will not spread rumours about you, 

you should be able to trust them with your life.

That is what I define a best friend.

But try to imagine losing a best friend. :(

For me, Losing a best friend is like losing a part of my life.

Cause my best friend really taught me a lot of lessons about life,

and if he/she is not there, I do not think i'll be strong as I am today.

Maybe He/She does not realize the good deed they have done but for me,

their smile is all I need for my day to continue on with a wide smile.

I love you best friend.

Soon The Smoking Aces will start jamming again now 

that everyone is free.!!!

Woohoooo..! :)

My mind says that I don't love you,
Then why do you keep on appearing in my eyes??
Do i love you?

If I were given a chance,
I would change all the mistakes I've done to you!!
Treat you right and be the one
that is wiping your tears..
I'm so sorry I can't be a good boyfriend.
If I were given a second chance,
That's all I'm asking for..

Envy.!

Envy.. Is it jealousy?? Or is it more than jealousy??
Well, in life, we had definitely face in that situation.
e.g. a friend of mine is envy of me
 cause even when i'm always slacking,
I still got into the poly's.. Blablabla..
Well, i feel the same way too.
but in a different perspective of course.
Well here's a hand.. Take the person you envy the most as
an example and learn to take in some stuff..
like if you envy him or her, then work hard for it
cause if there's a will, there's a way..
Push yourself.. Everyone is special in their own way..
Little did you know there's someone
out there that is really envying you..
but as for those who is envy of features, that i can't help.
all i can say is, Just be happy that god
gave you eyes and a mind to even see and read this..

Everything happened for a reason or Everything happens cause it's fated? hmm..

I had a deejavu in the afternoon..

and i started thinking that why do we have dream of 

somethings thats going to happen?

Is that a message from god?

Or is it because it's fated?

Noone knows the real meaning of a dream..

The only thing we know is that it is a 

part of memory that is being mix around with our 

imagination , something like that.

But if it is what they say it is,

then how do you explain deejavu??

I'm starting to think that we are all reincarnated 

and the dream is what we do in the past.

when i say "past" it means our past life!

What if the world had faced jugdement day.

and everything starts to live again till now..

who knows in the previous life my name is the same??

and everythings a cycle..

so what we dreamt that is about to happen, actually had happened.!

hhaha.. damn i'm weird.. but that what i feel about life..

maybe you guys should do a research bout this..

and ask yourself..

I bet you'll be thinking the same way as me..

First Love.!

People say First Love is hard to forget.
Well I think it's so damn true.!
My first love was when I was Secondary 1.
Maisurah's her name.
Even though it's not that long with her,
I can never forget every single moment I've spent with her.
Every time I think of her, It'll remind me
of how stupid I was then.
How I really wish I could turn back time
to hug you and say how much I really love you.
Guess there's no way I can do that.
If I were given a choice to choose Either diamond or
gold or anthing else in the world,
I'll only choose your smile..
Cause of what i remember, your smile is my happiness.
I love you Maisurah Binte Hamid.

31/10/10

All i did was care and now,
this girl hate me..
Its not that i know that you don't like it.
why do you always jump to conclusion?
now that you hate me,
I guess there's no point saying sorry.
i've learned something stupid and sometimes acceptable.!
There's no need to be nice to anyone cause
you'll only get shit back on your face.!
Fuck you bitch.!

Such a funny day..

WHen i reached school, Syira called me and
say.. AZUUUUAAAANN my slipper broke..
then she walk all the way bare footed.
then another was in the canteen.
Syira was sitting infront of me and Kabilan
was beside her..
Then, a girl came and want to shake Syira's hand
and kabilan give his hand..
Omg.. He was so red.. Embarassed.
all of the other students was laughing at him..
next, Syira wanted to buy a drink at the vending machine,
and the can got stuck.! hhahha..
then next after that, there's a vomit that is actually around
12meters..(hint-1meter is a car door length)
so try to imagine that bugger vomit.. hhahha..
I laughed like non of anyone's business..
lastly, time to go home.. syira's slippers broke again.. she walk bare footed.
Everyone was looking at her.. damn i was laughing all the way.
But i feel a little pity for her. hhaha..
Then i accompanied her home.. haiz.. Such a random day.. :)

I dozed off in class just now..
The class was so damn boring and
the teacher was so scary..
hhahha.. Anyway, when to chill with amirul and we watch
a video on youtube. Micheal jackson fail!
It was so funny that i laughed loud really2 loud..
Everyone was looking and my friend laughed tiil he cried
like a girl.. hahha.

27/10/10

Ok.. Today, I went to Pasir Ris to meet my friends.
Found a new friend.. Her name is Diana.
She's one open-minded girl. haha.
We talked, laughed..
Then we make some stupid jokes.
Damn I had fun just now. feeling like my stomach wanna explode..

Everything's the way it used to be.

Ahhh. So relieved now..
Everything's the way it used to be.
My uncle is back on taking drugs.
My cat is back sleeping on the fridge.
My best-friend is back on being crazy.!
I can be used to a life like this.
I love this world..

haha. I find it so sad..

boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh realy? y?

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question......

boy- ok, ask away

girl-........how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah.....

boy- y did u ask?

girl-................>silence< ..........

boy- is something wrong?

girl- no nothing at all

boy- good.

girl- ..............how much do u care about me?

boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.

girl- u would?

boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??

girl- no, everythings fine......

boy- are u sure?

girl- yeah.

boy- ok.......i hope so.

girl- ..............would u die for me?

boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun

girl- realy?

boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???

girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.

boy- ............ok

girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.

boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.

girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?

friend- no

boy- oh.

friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.

boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.

friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes

boy- yeah........but not her.

friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.

boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.

friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

girl- hello?

boy- hey

girl- oh, hi.

boy- y weren't u at school 2day?

girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.

boy- are u sick?

girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.

boy- ill wait.

girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.

boy-........alright, i love u hun.

very long pause<

girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.

boy- what???

girl- its the best thing for us right now.

boy- y????

girl- i love u.

click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude

friend- hey

boy- whats up

friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?

boy- no

friend- so u didnt hear?

boy- hear what?

friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......

boy- dude, wtf tell me

friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468

boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.

boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.

voice- what is her name, sir?

(boy gives info)

voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.

boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???

voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.

boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!

voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.

boy- WAIT! NO!

*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??

girl- ..................

boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!

girl- i..........

boy- u what?? U WHAT???

girl- i have cancer and im on life support

boy- .....................>breaks into tears< ......................

girl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...........

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...

THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

weird huh?

You don't seemed like yourself.
please tell me what happen..
I feel so useless..:(

Why??!!

Why is it so hurtful to see you in pain?
And it hurts even more when i can't do a
single thing to make the situation better.
Why do i always feel this way??

Rabne Bana Di Jodi

"Rabne Bana Di Jodi" is a damn great movie.! 
Taani is a pretty and vivacious girl, ends up
 married to Surinder Sahni, a very staid and boring man. 
While he is completely smitten by her, 
she has no feelings for him. Such sad movie. 
I'm going to watch it today with Nazri! hehe..
Wanna Join..? haha..

So cute!!

Dahulukala, langit dan laut saling jatuh cinta. Mereka saling
menyukai di antara satu sama lain. Oleh sebab sangat sukanya laut
terhadap langit, warna laut sama dengan warna langit. Oleh sebab
sangat sukanya langit terhadap laut, warna langit sama denga warna
laut.

Setiap senja datang, si laut dengan lembut sekali membisikkan kata-
kata `Aku Cinta Padamu’ ke telinga langit. Setiap kali langit
mendengar bisikan penuh cinta laut terhadapnya, langit tidak
menjawab apa-apa , hanya tersipu-sipu malu dengan wajah kemerah-
merahan.

Suatu hari, datanglah awan. Melihat kecantikan si langit, awan terus
jatuh hati terhadap langit, bak cinta pandang pertama. Tetapi tentu
sahaja langit hanya setia mencintai laut. Setiap hari, langit hanya
mahu melihat laut sahaja. Awan berasa sedih tetapi ia tidak berputus
asa mencari cara dan akhirnya mendapat satu akal. Awan mengembangkan
dirinya seluas dan sebesar mungkin serta menyusup ke tengah-tengah
di antara langit dan laut. Ia berusaha menghalangi pandangan langit
dan laut terhadap satu sama lain.

Laut berasa marah kerana tidak dapat melihat langit. Laut
mengeluarkan gelombangnya bagi mengusir awan yang mengganggu
pandangannya. Tetapi tentu sekali usahanya tidak berhasil. Lalu
datanglah angin yang sejak dulu mengetahui hubungan cinta langit dan
laut. Angin berasakan perlu membantu langit dan laut menyingkirkan
awan yang mengganggu perhubungan mereka yang sekian lama terjalin.

Dengan tiupan keras dan kuat, angin meniup awan. Lantas terpecah-
pecahlah awan menjadi berselerak ke banyak bahagian, sehingga ia
tidak berupaya lagi melihat langit dengan jelas dan tidak mampu lagi
untuk mengungkapkan perasaannya terhadap langit. Kerana rasa
terseksa menanggung perasaan cinta yang menggunung tinggi terhadap
langit, awan menangis sedih.

Hingga sekarang, kasih antara langit dan laut tidak dapat
dipisahkan. Kita juga dapat melihat di mana mereka menjalin kasih.
Setiap kali memandang ke hujung laut, di mana ada garisan horizon
yang menemukan langit dan laut, di situlah mereka sedang berpacaran.

22th october 2010

Sorry guys didn't update yesterday..
Was damn busy..
I'm so expert in Mathematics right now. haha.
ok random.
anyway, I was so damn bored just now in class,
guess who came to let me smile??
Yup thats right.. Syira..
She loves to disturb me but in a way,
I feel so damn happy when she's around me..
When she's not beside me, I feel lonely.
She's like the most random person I've ever met..
Love you gurl..

The Greatest Bestfriend eveerr.. :)

Yay.. Tomorrow's SATURDAYYYY..!!!
NO SCHOoL..
Can wake up late.. hehe
I wanna wake up at 6p.m.
haha. No life seh..
By the way... There's a song that keeps playing inside
my head.. A song by radiohead..

20th October 2010

Came to school at 10a.m.
I was lost trying to find the class. -.-
The way to class was complicated.
It's like a game, where you need to open a door to find more doors.
hhaha. Anyways, It's quite an easy day for me..
I love Wednesday!! :)
Syira was so funny.. But So IRRITATING..!
Keep on Clawwing me like a cat..
but I had fun..

When out after school with my bestie just now..
Wait till 8 to collect a hamster's thing..
Some wheel thing i think.
anyway, we went to eat..
 i had a lot of fun.
thanks babe.. hehe..
When i came back home, my mom forced me to eat again...
And i was like.. ARGGGHH, so FULLL..
My stomach felt like it'll explode anytime.. HAHA..

Today suck.!

School on monday starts at 8 till 6p.m.

Monday blues and to top it up,

All in lecture somemore.. -.-"

haha.. I went to school half day, 

got bored and went home just now..

so much for "Azuan..! Lets work hard his semester.."

haha.. 

Then went home and went straight to my room an slept

even with my bag still on.

crazy right.. That happens when i'm really exhausted..

That night, Naz and I got a test.. I managed to pass but Naz failed.

I'm glad so glad I passed but however I feel so bad for Naz..

haizz.

Can't wait to ge my licence..

Look.! My dream Bike.!

Awh.. So sweet.!

You are the girl i have been searching for..

When I'm with you, I can't stop smiling.

And It feels like a crime if I don't.!

Those words you said to me,

were so damn sweet.

I wish you're mine..

I wanna hug you everyday of my life.! :)

Damn, I'm in love......

My Band.. SMOKIN ACE'sS

Met my band yesterday.
Supposely to meet at 5 but my basis came at 7.
walao.. haha. but i really had a great time though..
We're creating a new song titled "Another Day".!
Damn cool man!!
hehe.. Here's my bandmates. :)

Bored nyer At Home!!

Wake up.. Eat.. Then back to sleep..
Wake up again, Eat again and sleep again..
Come on Azuan..! Get a life.. HAHA..

Haizzz..!!

Tried to sleep from 12 a.m till 4a.m.
Turn here turn there.. STILL AWAKE!!
when finally got to sleep,
My DUMB cat jump on me.
Woke up and can't sleep again at 6a.m.
WHAT A DRAGGG..!!!

HAIYOO!! So troubesome taking my license
at UBI.!! Everyday no slots.. Don't take there ok??

Damn.. My whole body hurts..!!!
Arggghhhh...!!!

Stupid..

Why are you so dumb or are you just acting that way??
I've gave you all the hints..
but you still cant see it??
I'm so confused..
I don't wanna lose a Great friend but
why do i feel so sad not to get you??
Damn Love!! Haiizz..

Walaaaooo.. TIRED...!!!!!
just came back from work..
I feel like don't even wanna move for a few days..
HAHAHA..

2003 Bedok Green Primary School Classmates.

Hehe. It's been 7 years now..
Miss my old classmates. Some became fat.
while some fat became thin..
some ugly became cute.
while some cute became even cuter,
Haha.. Went out Hari Rayer with them last 2 weeks to mdm Saodah's house..
Damn.. I'm really grateful i;ve got to se you guys again..
Love you all..

Love them..

Can't wait.!!

My 1st brother getting engaged on the 10th oct 2010.
Arghhh.. I wanna get married... hehe...

Think.

I've met a girl that had just broke up with her boyfriend..
She didn't want to find a new one and to be in love again.
And she told me that She's scared that it'll happen again.
but something She didn't realise that not all guys are a monster.
If you're not willing to try how can you find the truth. Right?
So please.. If you're reading this.. Please think.. Don't ruin your future.
There is hope..
This goes for all you girls to out there. Cause when you do this,

you'll learn how to be strong.. :)

My Idol..!!

Ronnie James Dio.. Born on July 10, 1942 in New Hampshire, Dio got his professional start in the late '60s when he helped found the band Elf in 1967.
A guy that inspires me to be in a band..
You may not know him but he is one of the few 
that made rock history.. He is the icon that symbolizes ROCK!
16/may/2010. He died caused of cancer..
Looks like there no where on earth i can ever see his concert.
But whatever it is, He will always be remembered..
Rest in Peace Dio.. WE ROCK!!!!!

03/10/09

Today could have been a year for us..
Anyways. I'm at my cousin's house, Suhail.
I'll be staying there till tuesday..
While I'm here, Im going to spend my time
having fun with my cuz.. Its been 2 days now since i have slept..
haha.. I wana beat my record for not sleeping for 4 days..
Crazy right.. I've got Panda eyes... hehe..
I think i'll be like them once that happens... LOL!